If you love me, great.
If you hate me, whatever.



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December 2009
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I know I don't have time to blog, but I need to vent out.

I have been crying almost everyday this whole week.
Different reasons everyday.
I'm beginning to doubt on how strong of a woman I am.
Nah, maybe I'm not even strong to begin with.

Ever been in this situation...
You were in so much stress, and you only wanted to talk to someone about it.
And in normal circumstances, you look for the one you're closest with.
In the middle of venting out your feelings, he/she says he/she wants to go off.
Wouldn't it be normal for you to have this immediate feeling of sadness and lonely?
Wouldn't it normal to feel sad when someone leaves you on your moment of need?
And because you show what you felt when they decide leave, does that mean you're being selfish
because "you start to make him/her feel bad to stay"?

I show what I feel, cos that's who I am.
But I definitely won't force you to listen if you can't/don't want to.

Quarrel comes in.
Tears comes out.
And then you start to think back, "where did I go wrong?".
It's becoming a sin to show your feelings.
Maybe we all should learn to hold it back and keep it to ourselves.
Yes, no matter how hurtful it may be.



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